I came back home from work drained as usual.
I can not bear hot. I never could. It makes me feel swollen and heavy and tired
and uncapable of functioning. When I'm tired I'm irritated, and when I'm irritated
I'm irritating. So I have to put much attention on my reactions all the time. It's so tiring! The best would
be to keep away from people completely. Until Autumn, whatsoever. But no! I
have to work in the place where the air conditioner is off and to deal with all
sorts of people all day long. It's so hard for me. Real suffering. I have no
idea how do I make it through every day in there? Really!? At work, under such
conditions especially, I feel like a Zombie all the time. And I guess I look
like one, too.
