My day at work yesterday was sooooo very depressing... I work for one private company run by a married couple. He is a real gentleman and a real leader. She is a bitch, life and energy sucking creature everyone should avoid, including him. She is The Beast, as my favourite blogger A Mouse in France would call her. I would like to call her that, too. (Thank you, Mouse!) She is just The perfect Beast. Oh, yes, indeed she is. However, the point is that they are both away for their summer break. And even knowing they are far, far away my dominating feeling at work was depression in all it’s glory. So many questions popped up. Just to tease and annoy me. But I need some kind of reminder from time to time: I am lazy and easily fall into everyday nonsense. (Who would tell!?!) And, yes, I need some wake up calls.
The irony here is that I, too, will be off on my summer break in 2 days time. I fear it. (I’ll explain all about it some other time!)
So, at work I felt both depressed as well as exhausted. I couldn’t wait to get back home. As the matter of fact I’ve already had a booked appointment at hairdresser at 5 pm. (I work till 4 pm, which is always more 5pm than 4 pm, but these are modern times and this is another topic anyway. Another story to postpone for another time. ) I went there and it was so crowded. And I was so tired. So I walked away without stopping in. Then I thought I should do something about my walking away so I called them from my cell phone and made a new appointment later on at 7.30pm. Then, finally at home, I felt asleep immediately. Out of plan. When I woke up it was already 6 pm and I was feeling more tired than before. When finally reached to hairdresser the shop was empty. But someone without appointment whom they know well entered after me. At this point, of course, they kept me waiting. I was already pissed off. Wanted to walk away but was so much aware I was not capable of doing my hair on my own. No, not this time. I was just way too tired. So I waited. When it finally was over I was really pleased with the results. At least it was worth waiting. But I leave them no tip this time. (Well done, me!)
When got back home (within less than 5 minutes, anyway!) I noticed I was still both tired and depressed. I really wanted to change my mood. But how? For the beginning I put Napoleon Hill recording on and all of a sudden my attitude started changing... My Spirit started to wake up to his inspiring words and there I was finding myself making a case for my new camera. Back in that shop the other day they didn’t have any appropriate one so I bought none. But the inspirational voice of Napoleon Hill made me rise and make it all by myself. I stitched everything by hands because I felt so lazy to open up and unfold my sowing machine that is still locked there in the box ever since I’ve moved in.
At the end I was so pleased with unplanned, quick done and useful thing I’ve created in one inspirational moment. The result filled me with great joy.
In addition to it, while making it, got so many new ideas that I have to try out! Can’t wait. Even made some moon’s photos at the same time. Love it.
Inspiration.
It made my day.
It made my day.
