I should be
preparing for Monday, already. But I don't wont to.
Instead I watch Marcel Messing on YouTube.
Weekend was
suffocating- hot therefore I stayed in most of the time. I just shopped for
some fresh fruits very early in the morning on the nearby grocery market.
I do my best to adjust with the changes of this tortured Planet of
ours, so to put up with such heat I consume lots of liquids. I only wish it could be
like that all the time. Hot or cold. But my mother tought me to eat all the time eaven when
I'm not hungry. I've been hated it all of my life. I have lots of work ahead to
undo that pattern and to clear so many other things about it! I would love to
be able to control it but I'm so powerless over it. Especially when I'm under
stress, eaven if it is stress coused by the simple fact that it is Sunday Evening, I
can not control it. And, before I know it, I found myself in the open fridge...That's
why I make sure that my food is fruits and vegatables, mostly. I took an apple
but felt lazy to eat it. I've choosen drinking it instead. I mixed it with
water, one lemon and some ginger. So refreshing!
