Couldn't sleep last night either. I'm haunted by my work situation. I feared my holidays and now I fear going back to office even more. My vacation turned to be much worse that I could ever imagine, and next Tuesday will be to be or not to be day. I can' stop thinking about it. I know pritty well there is no point living in imaginary horror as it's so very true wherever you put your mind into you empower it: if it's good you'll make it better but if it's bad you'll make it worst! I know I have to change my toughts, I have to focus on positive and have to be present in Now!
This morning I was all taken by the beautiful scene of the fragile and yet powerful cabbage plant who has grown into real beauty from the seed winds blew in between stones on the wall of one old abandoned house! No soil, no water, temperatures over from 30 – 42 °C for several months, no rain... This is such a wonderful demonstration of the Nature and it's power: acceptance of what it is, non resistance, be present in now and let it go ... Surrender... The Nature (or Creator, or God – it is just the same thing) always take care of everything and it's all good. I, myself, witnessed the Miracle so many times. Just allow and let it go.
It is hard to be trapped in this Human form.
